When it rains it STORMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok' first off, I have to start out on a positive note... thanx Jen, my header is adorable and layout! Those who know me, know I call Stockton my little Monkey, because he looks like a little Monkey. My chunky Monkey Dunk!! So she did my header perfect!! Now from the good, comes the bad and the Ugly! I have been battling with my health since I was 6 months preggo. Since I had that awful hernia surgery, my life has never been the same. Basically when I went into surgery I weighed in at 191, I had gained 11 lbs during pregnancy. Since I had that surgery I now weigh 150. I have lost a total of 41 lbs!!!!!!!!!! Any woman would be "WOW I am so jealous!" DO NOT BE JEALOUS!!!! I am in hell I can not hold anything down. I either throw it up, or it goes straight through me. Yes' I mean Montezuma's revenge. On top of that it's indescribable PAIN!! I mean I am miserable all the time! no pain medications work. Right now the tramadol the doc. prescribed me barely takes the edge off. So I cant eat, and I hurt all the time. And I have no energy due to lack of nutrition. I have tried vitamins, yeah they make things worse, I even get more sick from them. And it sucks because I have to take care of Monkey and it's not easy when you feel like crap! On top of that all the docs. do is order more tests because they can not figure out what the heck is wrong with me. I have had blood work done countless times, cat scans, x-rays, stool and pee samples. And these lame brain morons have no conclusion at all!!! What did they learn in med school? Or did they even go? I think they just spent those eight years Golfing! any how while I am drowning in med. debt!! Due to all this mayhem, I had to return to work part time so I can keep my benefits. And here is another big black rain cloud!!!! :( I have worked for Smiths for 5 yrs I currently reside all my work at the fuel center now. I have done this job for 4 yrs., never have I had a problem. Well since this is St. George and no there is no crime here, the police dept. have to make criminals so they can have a job. My point in saying this is all the police in St. George do is pull you over for going 5 miles over the speed limit!! Or send out decoys who are under age to buy tobacco. So if your caught selling it to a minor YOUR FIRED!! Well This is what happened to me Thursday night! First known fact, if you look 25 or younger I ID you. Well this customer looked 30 to 33 yrs old. This guy had a full on Grizzly Adams beard!! He looked older than my hubby who is thirty! Guess what he was 18! In UT you have to be 19 to buy tobacco. I did not ID him!! And yes he was a decoy working for the police dept. So after selling to him here comes this pompous bald cop flashing his badge at me saying I just sold to a minor! My heart sunk to my feet and I felt even more ill. I knew I lost my job, I wanted to start crying. They wrote me a ticket and and gave me a court summons. I was a mess the rest of the evening I called my superior and explained what had happened and we closed the fuel center early. I just kept crying I could not loose my job. Even though I hate it I need it. I got no sleep that night. The next day I met with the asst. store director. She told me I did not loose my job but she had to suspend me for a week. She said you have been an honest and good employee and I in the past have always ID the other decoys and have past the tests. She also agreed that this Kid looked way to old and how unfair it was they used him. Like they were desperate to get someone fired to make there quota! So the blessing is I kept my job, I do not know what will happen in court. I may get another outrageous ticket. So I will be doing lots of praying. God loves to trial me, I do not know why but he does. I would think he would get bored and want to go bother some rich spoiled skank who voted for Obama because it was the popular thing to do! ;) Oh well I am tough I have to be, what choice do I have right!?! I love my family and am thankful for all their support and prayers. God loves me, he wants me to stay humble. I just wish it was not so severe. Keep praying for me all! I need it! Love you thanx for reading about my belly aches!! Sorry it was so long I have allot to vent about I guess!!
Love you all Crystal a.k.a. mother of Monkey Lemmon!!