Tuesday, December 2, 2008

On the edge!!!

Ok I am really stressed out right now! I hate my job most of you know that!! And this week has been off to a rough start!!! We had those annoying corp. big wiggs show up and they complained that I did not greet them at the pump! Ummmm.... Hmmmm.. OK' we are the cheapest gas prices in town @ a 1.64 a gallon for unleaded, aside from your discount you can get for shopping there, let me say we are SWAMPED EVERY FREAKING DAY!!!!!!!!!!! So to keep track of every single customer is pretty far fetched I would say. But that is just one thing why is it when you make a mistake, you get told by every single superior in the building?!? I swear Mike Judge, when he wrote office space, could not of been more on the "$" with his statement..... When I make a mistake I have "5" different people telling me about it!!! Ugh!!!!! I always hear the mistakes never the compliment's!! I hate that place I can not wait to Quit!!!
Secondly I find out Thursday what we are expecting!! I am so nervous about that, I want to be happy with the answer I feel I will let my Husband down he wants a boy and so does my dad. However, all my mom and I keep thinking is pink! I don't know,I am also stressed because I have not felt life yet!! What if my baby is paralyzed??? I thought by now I would have felt one butterfly! So I am worried big time by that. I need to have a spa treatment, my skin is always itching from it stretching and the cold weather. My clothes are uncomfortable, I need maternity wear! I broke down and bought maternity work pants last night, because mine are about to split open. I just want to crawl into a ball and cry!!!!

5 comments:

Julie said...

Awww Sweety, Hang in there! And don't feel stressed about the gender of the baby. That is one thing you have no control over (i dont care how many books tell you otherwise). I believe our babies gender(s) are pre-determined for us and I think that is pretty special. Scott will be so excited with a girl or a boy, so will your Dad. I am anxious to hear though, make sure you post it! Also, my sister-in-law never felt her daughter move at all. She never thought anything of it until she was expecting her son and he squirmed around like nuts then she realized the difference. She turned out just fine. Hopefully our ultrasound will put your mind at ease. Good luck and lots of love!

Julie said...

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Red's Blog said...

k- crying is normal, so go for it! you r having a boy! if I am wrong it will be the first time EVER! u should feel butterflys soon NO' WORRIES! as for the job why dont u quit and start the at home stuff u r going to do? p.s. I had to fix typos and fix some spelling, we all do it, burt if I can catch it I will fix it. luv u!

Red's Blog said...

DAMN I DID IT AGAIN! K THAT LAST COMMENT AND THIS ONE IS YOUR DUMB SISTER "JENN" NOT RED!

Big G said...

Wow I almost started to cry reading that blog! HA! jUST CHILL and for the record jobs are jobs no matter where you work there is sokething you won't like! But I know how you feel so does Kevin no job blows worse than a Grocery store! SCREW customers they are not always right!